I decided to take my frustration out on homework and its sorta working.. I’m sipping on a hot cup of Orange Spice tea.. delicious.. and I’m working on answering 20 marriage questions about OR, and MASS, i have my purse and stuff ready for school tommarow since I’m only having 1st-4th and the rest is career day.. thats part of the reason im up so late.. and i have horrible bouts of insomnia somtimes at time.. i think i need to do yoga.. get my Om back…
“If thou must love me, let it be for nought
Except for love’s sake only. Do not say
“I love her for her smile—her look—her way
Of speaking gently,—for a trick of thought
That falls in well with mine, and certes brought
A sense of pleasant ease on such a day”—
For these things in themselves, Beloved, may
Be changed, or change for thee,—and love, so wrought,
May be unwrought so. Neither love me for
Thine own dear pity’s wiping my cheeks dry,—
A creature might forget to weep, who bore
Thy comfort long, and lose thy love thereby!
But love me for love’s sake, that evermore
Thou may’st love on, through love’s eternity.”—
I am currently in Business and Law, I can’t wait till Friday, And I’m so far having a pretty fun day. I just finshed my coffee off.. I think… lemme check…. yep… I’ve been doodling alot lately i created two new characters and i love drawing them together… I have World At Large stuck in my head
So I am Sipping on tea like i usually am before bed… And I am watching South Park… and im doodling… and I’m slightly sad and thinking about my talk with ms. Green today lol i love that silly councilor… I kinda wanna play KH but maybe not…
I have decided to call the person i hate most right now.. Bus Girl.. Ty knows why…
It’sThe Want… The Need… The Look that’sGiven… The Look that’sReceived.. And It drives youCrazy… And Then, there’s TheDisgust… TheNausea… Because TheWant and Need… areNot in Return… Atleast not to You… AndThe Look, You Received… HasNo Meaning… Other then aCurtious Gesture… ButAgain… You Want More… You Need More… And yourBreathgoesFast, And yourHeartSpeedsup, andYou Want to Scream… ButYou Can’t… BecauseIt would Not solve a thing, It would Not stop the Want, The Need… The Aching Throb your Heart Feels… When theLonelynessand theEmptynessbecomeInfusedwith theWant and Need, Thats whenYou know, Your Lost… Your Lost in the Love… AndNothing there to ease the Agony.. But yourOwn Beating, Wanting, Needing, Lonely, Empty
Heart… Which although surrounded in warmth. Can never give you what you want
Shoiwing Ty and Michaela my Tumblr follows… My thumb hurts ;_; … and the side of my hand… because im clumbsy ;_; … anyway.. Im gonna draw… ppsst.. somebody write me a note.. nobody writes me notes anymore…
“Shane: It has nothing to do with you guys. You know, it’s the… it’s the new male.
Dana: What? What do you know about men, I mean, you’ve never even been with a man.
Shane: Well, the new male is more spiritual than the old male. He sees his sperm as an extension of his inner being, whereas the old male shot into any female without thinking about what would happen. The new male totally cares what becomes of his seed.
Alice: Oh, my God, it’s Yoda.
Dana: Yeah, they teach that at hairdresser school, by the way.
Bette: Well that’s great. Why do they have to go all sensitive on us just when we need them to keep on being the same old assholes”—L Word, lol i figured Ty would get a kick out of this